Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Philadelphia


When I stopped in West Philadelphia today to take pictures, I was passed by a group of 8 or 10 young guys on various forms of motorbike (no motorcycles, though--these were girlier versions). They glared with everything that they had in them as they passed by. What was really, really amusing was that two of them were on four wheelers going down a main street in Philadelphia. Four wheelers! I have used a four wheeler in the country, but I do not see the point in a city.


(I like this mural a lot--it reminds me of a quilt. Very Pennsylvania appropriate.)

Mama Leopard Email

I receive mail at a variety of locations across Pennsylvania and Virginia. My mother emailed me to tell me about a rejection letter for a political theory position that I got in the mail at her house. She wrote,

"Also, you got a letter from X College saying that they hired someone already for the political theory position.

God knows the plans He has for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future. Jer 29:11

Love You, Mom"
 
I can't imagine a better rejection letter; I wish that they all came like that. 

Monday, January 30, 2012

Guest Rant (By Ilana)

I signed up for a Pilates class over winter break, thinking that it would be good to learn how to work out in a different way. Stupid, silly idea. I went today (wearing a t-shirt and shorts) and all the other girls were there, sitting in the middle of their mats wearing exercise shirts and yoga pants. Then the instructor, with a horrible voice who talked for 97% of the class and overpronounced all her K's, led us through the exercises. And I never even started to sweat. It was painful. I burned 10-15 calories. 

Moral: I need to play team sports and do exercises where you don't stare at the ceiling the whole time.

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Eastern Market






(And Annapolis)

Friday, January 27, 2012

Brooches


I bet you never in a thousand years thought this would turn into a fashion blog, huh? Well--I've decided it's no-holds-barred scarf- and brooch-wearing season. And I need more people to show them to.

That's right: we don't like the paint color on my walls; it's really the worst combination of brown and green and yellow.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Quote

"The obstetrician who delivered me was named Dr. Maybe" --Francisco

Email

Mama Leopard's getting sassy:


"Hi!

Please pass this on to Diana--I don't care if she has had multiple houseguests since she returned, or even that she traveled for a long weekend, it is WAY past time to post a blog (or whatever you say).

Thanks,
Mama Leopard"
 
(Editor's note: Diana blogs at offshore cpa)

Brooch


I'm pretty sure that this was the brooch I brought in a Dillsburg thrift store for 50 cents. I never wore it before because I usually prefer color. But there's something about blue and silver on a cold, snowy winter day (okay, so, I wore it a couple of days ago, when it was still snowy).

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Twitter

This poem forest reminds me of me. Right now, though, I'm disillusioned. I'm disillusioned with poetry and romanticism and grad school and everything. But probably especially with just taking one line out of a poem and nailing it on a tree. (Okay, I'm sure he didn't actually nail it to the tree.) I doubt that the poets would really like one line of their poem taken out and nakedly set by itself.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Tiffany: What Makes Love True by Garance Doré & The Sartorialist



Oh my goodness. This video made my day. I think you already know, dear readers, that I have an unabashed crush on Garance and Scott. Plus, I really like that blond girl from Covert Affairs! My favorite part is when Scott puts Garance's hood over his head.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Quote

Mr. Sayers: "Oh man. Only one and a half months [until I'm 30]. I can feel it. I'm going to have a mid-life crisis."
Sayers: "Are you going to buy a convertible? I will not let you have an affair."
Mr. Sayers: "I don't want a convertible. I want to take the beekeeping class. [Pause] Is that better than an affair?"

A List

Things I don't like:

1) Being awakened when I'm sleeping and it's not yet the very last minute possible for me to wake up or 8 hours after I went to sleep, whichever comes first
2) Being cold
3) Affected British accents
4) Being stuck with a free minute and without a book to read
5) Feeling static-y
6) Having the blinds open when it's dark outside

(Numbers three through five are actually a tie, I think)

Quote

"That is really a wrong approach, but it's so much you." --Elizabeth Bennett

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Twitter

"Seriously, cone bras are the worst things ever." --Cardigan on That Thing You Do

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Snow!


Quote

"Now in the Christian universe nothing ever happens save in the name of a rational order, nothing exists save as depending on it. In everyday conversation we may be permitted to speak of chance, but since the world is God's work and nothing it contains is withdrawn from His providence, it is impossible to regard anything as absolutely fortuitous. Nihil igitur casu fit in mundo; nothing happens by chance: that is the ultimate Christian attitude to the universal order."

-Etienne Gilson in "The Middle Ages and Nature" on how the Medieval conception of nature affirmed more determinism than the classical conception of nature did.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Stories

Guys! Today I was frantically trying on teaching outfits because I have no suitemates at the moment (some new ones will arrive in a couple of days). Sequins and Cardigan left me alone in this giant house (the two of them had been my reliable fashion advise and extra closet, when needed). If there's one thing I've learned in life, it is that I need help picking out clothes. In college, I relied on Salinger. I don't remember what I wore in Waco (I think I blocked that time out of my memory). In DC, I relied on Myrrh and Gold and Frankincense. I have been known to skype Ilana when the going gets really tough. Today, after half of my dresser was scattered across my bed, I grabbed my yellow cardigan and headed out to teach a subject about which I know precious little, Medieval Philosophy.

There were two things that I noticed in the bathroom when I arrived on campus: a) I'd gotten some dollops of lotion on the front of my black shirt; b) there were large blue marbled stains all over my yellow cardigan. The only good thing about these stains is that they weren't too dark. But the fact that they were light just made it look like my cardigan was very, very dirty. But, as I do with everything that I think is awkward, I pretended that the spots weren't there. I put on my best I-known-exactly-what-I'm talking-about face and I taught Medieval Philosophy for an hour.

Mama Leopard, after I told her this story: "I bet the students had a good time laughing."

Also: I love bread. And I think it's super healthy because it's a very basic food and because Romanians eat a lot of bread and tomatoes and cheese and they seem healthy (can I hear an amen, Gypsy?). You know, bread isn't red meat; it isn't fried, it isn't a sweet. It's just bread, and it's good for you. Francisco and I have an ongoing debate over whether my analysis of bread's nutritional qualities is accurate (he says no). Hopkins recently brilliantly resolved our debate for us.

Hopkins: "He thinks bread is bad for you because he's from California. You think bread is good for you because you're German."

Twitter

From a former student:

"I was watching Parks and Rec, and Leslie Knope quoted Alexis de Tocqueville."

Ah yes. I have finally made a difference in someone's life.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Twitter

I love cheerios and eat massive amounts. Thankfully my dad got me some for Christmas. 

Me: "Plus, they're healthy--they have that little heart symbol on the box."
Francisco: "That's government propaganda!"

(Small aside: I always feel like Laura Ingalls Wilder getting an orange for Christmas when I get food as a gift.)

Random Assortment: Many Stories



 ~ "The problem with stereotypes is not that they are untrue, but that they are incomplete." --Chimamanda Adichie, "The Danger of a Single Story" (above, although you have to click through google reader to the blog to see the video for some strange reason). Her short speech is about the power of stories and the danger of only hearing one story. She concludes, "When we reject the single story, we regain a kind of paradise" (via Dillard).

~ Dostoevsky and Dickins: They are supposed to have met, and Dostoevsky is supposed to have written this about their meeting (I suppose this is silly to mention, since it probably is a farce, but it's a nice, made-up excerpt/letter nonetheless):

"He told me that all the good simple people in his novels, Little Nell, even the holy simpletons like Barnaby Rudge, are what he wanted to have been, and his villains were what he was (or rather, what he found in himself), his cruelty, his attacks of causeless enmity towards those who were helpless and looked to him for comfort, his shrinking from those whom he ought to love, being used up in what he wrote. There were two people in him, he told me: one who feels as he ought to feel and one who feels the opposite. From the one who feels the opposite I make my evil characters; from the one who feels as a man ought to feel I try to live my life. Only two people? I asked."

"Only two people?" is a great line, especially given Bakhtin's observation of the real polyphony or many voices of Dostoevsky's novels (via Slate and everyone else).

~ There's so much wisdom in this letter from John Steinbeck to his son about falling in love. And so I will have to quote at length:
"There are several kinds of love. One is a selfish, mean, grasping, egotistical thing which uses love for self-importance. This is the ugly and crippling kind. The other is an outpouring of everything good in you—of kindness and consideration and respect—not only the social respect of manners but the greater respect which is recognition of another person as unique and valuable. The first kind can make you sick and small and weak but the second can release in you strength, and courage and goodness and even wisdom you didn’t know you had.
...
Girls have a way of knowing or feeling what you feel, but they usually like to hear it also.
...
And don’t worry about losing. If it is right, it happens—The main thing is not to hurry. Nothing good gets away."

Paris Twitters

(I know, I know...it's tweets.)

As you know, I have a strange and embarrassing fascination with Paris Hilton. She is amazingly detached from reality. I was looking through her twitter pictures and saw several in a row that, together, are remarkable:

"Love my brother @Barron Hilton so much! Excited to celebrate his birthday in Vegas this weekend!"

"The orphans in #Bali are so adorable. Loved being with them today. ♡" 

"Love this @FarahKhanOnline dress. She is such a talented designer! Love her designs! So beautiful! :)"

Oh my. The Bali orphans stuck in between Vegas and a dress. Only Paris could be so nonchalant about orphans.

Speaking of nonchalance, she was clearly channeling Marie Antoinette's, "Let them eat cake!," when she twittered, "Saw a starving stray dog on the beach of the restaurant. Made me so sad. So we ordered him a filet mignon, he love." Clearly the world will be a better place if we all gushed over the orphans and gave filet mignon to the stray dogs.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Roger Scruton - Why Beauty Matters (2009) - BBC documentary



I give you this wonderful video without comment, because anything I say just sounds gushy, like I'm a Scruton groupy.

Shadows




Also: loads of thanks to Hopkins for redoing my blog (and not changing it too much) so that I can post bigger pictures.

Monday, January 16, 2012

The Iron Lady

This was the first film that I watched where I wasn't bugged that they made an actor look older than they were. Meryl Streep played a very convincing Margaret Thatcher over a wide range of ages--say 50 to 80. And the makeup and costume made her look actually old and not just strange.

I was surprised that the film makers made and released a film dealing with Margaret Thatcher's battle with dementia while she is alive. I don't know that this shows loads of tact. Given her fascinating and important life, I was initially surprised that the film's unifying frame was her struggle with dementia. However, you need a focus in a biopic, and the film shows Thatcher as an iron lady both in her politics and in her private life, even when she is elderly and dealing with her grief over her husband's death.

The frame wasn't perfect: It wasn't always clear why the film and her mind were flashing back to the times that they were. It was persuasive that watching contemporary bombings on television inspired Thatcher to remember her girlhood experience of World War II bombings and her hotel IRA bombing. It was persuasive that the death of her husband pushed her to remember her romance and early married life. But why was she remembering the Falkland war? Okay, so admittedly, I closed my eyes for several seconds toward the end of the film, so maybe I missed some connection there. I'm not exactly sure, too, why she was remembering being forced out of office. Perhaps remembering her grace during old adversities was helping Thatcher summon up strength to face the adversity of her husband's death?

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Lemons!

One problem with moving to Philadelphia is that I've missed hanging out with Hopkins while she is jamming. It's one of my favorite times to gab while following her around and occasionally stirring or chopping something.



This weekend, I've gotten to remedy that a bit. Hopkins was working on some lemons and limes for marmalade (did you know there there are yellow limes that look like lemons?!).


Friday, January 13, 2012

The Business of Being Born

The Business of Being Born, a documentary about the problems with big business hospital births, is exactly the sort of thing that you should never watch: it reminds you how much of modern medicine is just doctors making things up. I've had suspicions that this was the case ever since reading The Death of Ivan Ilych. There are certain thing that doctors are pretty good at, like taking out appendixes or setting broken bones. And then there are other things that you read up on a little bit and you realize that there just isn't that much information available (for instance, the very controversial HPV vaccine).

This documentary unintentionally gives you the impression that you're in a catch-22: on the one hand, medicine has made loads of advances with regard to birthing that help keep mothers and babies alive; on the other hand, doctors, both in the past and in the present, have made a lot of bad medical choices, and we ought not unreflectively defer to them. The film emphasizes the decisions that hospitals make because they're businesses that don't want women in labor to fill up a bed for too long, such as inducing labor with pitocin, which often leads to further medical interventions in the birth. It claims that cesarean section rates sharply rise at 4 and 11 p.m., when doctors want to get home.

The answer that the film suggests is home births assisted by midwives who are prepared to take women to the hospital, should that be necessary. In fact, the woman who is filming the documentary (she's working with Ricki Lake on it) gets pregnant in the course of making the film and decides on a home birth. She goes into premature labor, however, and the baby's head is not down, and she has to have a cesarean section, without which it isn't clear that her baby would have survived. I'm not sure that home births are a financially feasible solution for everyone (the film mentioned that some insurance companies will not cover a home birth, even though it is often significantly cheaper than a hospital birth). In addition, this requires living close enough to a hospital to make it there quickly in case of an emergency.

The film was pretty persuasive in its feminist rhetoric. It claims that birth is empowering for women--it's something that women's bodies are capable of (in most cases). It claims that hospitals too often take the process of birthing away from women and turn it into a medical procedure. It claims that midwives have a practical knowledge of birthing experience that is being lost (and that many doctors have never observed a natural birth).

One really disturbing part of the film was its coverage of the "twilight births" of the 20s, where women were given a medication that did not dull the pain, but rather made them forget the pain. They were sometimes tied to their bed, then, to give birth. And sometimes men didn't know what was going on with their wives. There was a Mad Men episode in which Betty Draper has a similar birth. The Business of Being Born connected the twilight births and other unsound decisions (such as taking x-rays of pregnant mothers) to epidurals and cesarean sections. I think this is probably a stretch and a really anxiety-inducing stretch at that. However, it raises the really important point that technological progress should be always evaluated to make sure that it's really steps forward and not steps backward (as some of our technological "progress" has, in the past, proven to be).

Thursday, January 12, 2012

One Day and The Kindle

"Twenty years; two people," the front cover says it all. David Nicholls' One Day is the story of two people who hook up after graduating from the University of Edinburgh and follows their friendship and occasional romantic encounters through a recounting of the July 15th of each of the next 20 years.

I'm not going to lie: this wasn't a book that I would have picked out myself. A dear friend picked it out as the first installment of our newly founded book club, which is awesomely named, "Lalonda." One Day, which has since been made into an August movie, took me a while to get into, but once I fell, I fell hard. I couldn't put it down and definitely cried 10-ish tears during the last ten percent of the book (I read it on the Kindle so it goes by percents, not page numbers).  

At the beginning of the book I was put off by how clearly the author and the characters put each other in categories: Emma and Nicholls put Dexter in the pretty boy, playboy category. Nicholls and Dexter, in turn, put Emma in the sort-of-smart, wanna-be full of original, independent political opinions category. Both of these categories are cliches. Of course, cliches are cliches for a reason, right? There's something in them that resonates. Plus, in the course of the novel, the characters are fleshed out a bit (to use a cliche).

Hmm...I was a little annoyed with the letters that Dexter and Emma send back and forth in the course of the book. They aren't very letter-like letters, I don't think. They're more like gchats or a casual phone call in letter form. I think it's pretty hard to use letters in fiction: it's hard to pull off that they're written by two different people to each other, and not just by one person. I actually can't think of fiction that includes persuasive correspondence. Any nominations for excellently executed fictional letters, dear readers? 

I disagree with what I perceived to be one theme of the novel: that of women improving men. Emma is an admirable character; she improves her boyfriends. I think that the book swoops dangerously closely to idolizing women in their male-improving capacities. I don't think that women improve men; I think that men and women can help each other improve in the context of relationships.

I should say a word about the theme of friendship between a man and a woman in the novel. Emma and Dexter briefly hook up, then maintain a friendship over a number of years, punctuated by occasional fights and romantic rekindling. Clearly they are friends or they wouldn't still spend time together when they're seeing other people. Clearly, though, their romantic attraction, waxing and waning, is in the background the whole time. It seems that friendship is their back-up plan since their romantic timing is off. This book could be one giant (I think it's more than 400 pages, but I forget, since I read it on a Kindle) argument for people who say that men and women can't be friends when they aren't married to each other. But their friendship is a pretty objectively good thing, even apart from their romance.  

For some reason, One Day reminds me of a book that our Mama Leopard bought us years ago that became Leopard legend, The Inklings. The Inklings is a novel of a girl who, as best I remember, spends a semester or year abroad from UVA at Oxford. She falls for two men--a rich minor nobility of her own age, who is, of course, slightly degenerate. And second, her poor, smart tutor. Guess which one she chooses? (Incidentally, the most legendary part of this legendary book is the repeated description of the minor nobility helping her on with her coat and sensually [or as sensually as a Christian romantic fiction can summon up, which is, for the record, a whole lot!] lifts her hair out of her coat for her. That scene is repeated so many times in the novel as to become comic.)

One Day reminds me of The Inklings for this reason: In one of his essays, C.S. Lewis describes the practice of imagination as "castle-building." He says that people who practice mental castle-building might be cut out to be writers. People who are always the star of their own story, however, are not. This makes me think I'm not, because, while like Anne of Green Gables, who was dreaming of rescuing her friend from a fever and left the cheese-cloth off of the pudding, which allowed a mouse to climb in and drown, I have an active imagination, my imagined stories are mostly about me (Or possibly it's the length of this run-on sentence that would prevent me from being a writer...). Both The Inklings and One Day strike me as being particular fantasies of the authors--imaginations that are really all about themselves. The author of The Inklings, as far as I remember, was a mother of nine who was homeschooling them. It seems that The Inklings was what she wished had happened to her. It seems to me that David Nicholls may also just be writing out his own fantasy, although I have the feeling that he's the girl, Emma, rather than the boy in this novel (it seems he's done a little theater, like Emma, and has written some screen plays, which as far as I remember, she tried to do, and then some novels, as she finally does).

Not to make this far too drawn out, but I went to see some improv while I was reading the part of the novel where Emma was dating a (not very funny) stand-up comedian. Well, real life meets fiction, because none of the improv comedians were very funny at all. I mean, seriously, I was barely even tempted to smile, not to mention laugh. It all made me feel like I was simply an uptight person. The first comedian reminded me a lot of Ian, the boy Emma dates. He seemed to be not very comfortable with himself. And it seemed like all of the things that he was saying, he'd already said many times before. The whole improv thing did get very funny, though, when they started riffing off the graduate student we were celebrating. Graduate students must be the easiest thing in the world to make fun of. They were asking our friend about her life and one of our colleagues shouted out, "When are you going to be done with your dissertation?" Oh my, just the humor that I need at this bleak spot in my life.

The Kindle: This is my first time using one for a sustained length of time. I'm glad it has the percentage of the book read at the bottom. I am obsessed with knowing how far along I am when I'm reading. I don't think that the face of it holds very much text--I find myself turning a lot of pages, more, I think, than a book, which makes it mildly more annoying if you need to go back and reread something. But I'm still getting used to navigating it. In its defense, it's very light, so pretty good for reading in bed (I always get tired arms from big, heavy book reading in bed). And it's easy to read. I can't imagine reading everything on it forever, though--it had no variation, which is to say any book would come to it in the same font size and font type as every other book. Any personality or character of the book will be lost. But that's all Francisco's critique; I'm just stealing it.

Well, to be perfectly honest, I can't get the buttons. There are two large buttons, one on each side of the rectangle. Both mean that you're turning the page forward. Now that is very convenient, because mostly when you're reading, you need to turn the page forward. It's convenient because you can hold the Kindle in either hand and turn the pages forward. But I just can't get it: in real life, one side of an open book let's you turn the page forward; the other side of the book lets you turn the page backward. Now on this rectangle, both big buttons mean forward; both small ones above the big ones mean backward.


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Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Cutest. Text. Ever.

"Hi Emily! I'm in Florida at a conference working on my texting skills. Hope all is well. Love, Your Uncle"

The Ethics of Used Books


We've finally gotten to the place where we realize that it's a contradiction to purport to care about the environment and buy water bottles all the time as a fashion statement. It's pretty good to just drink tap water, since the tap water in America is drinkable. No need to cart water all around the world and cover it in disposable plastic.

I think we need to come around a bit, similarly, on used books. Used books are very environmentally friendly: Buying used books means that people don't have to throw away their old books, and they don't have to buy brand new ones all the time (save the trees and still read!).

I give used books as gifts sometimes, but only to dear friends or family members, because I sense the stigma of giving used books, particularly if they aren't in mint condition (unless they're signed by the author or are first editions). But I really don't think that there should be a stigma about giving gifts of used books. What better way to share the books you love with other people in a way that encourages reuse? In addition, there's the wonderful smell of old books. There's the joy of imagining someone reading it before you, particularly if they signed their name in the front. There is the often superior quality of older books, unless they're those super cheap mass market paperbacks. (There is also the danger of finding a book with inane notes and highlighting, but that's just a risk you'll have to run.)

Another advantage of buying and reading used books is that it keeps you away from the idea that only new things are good. Somewhere (I think in an introduction he wrote to Athanasius' On the Incarnation) C.S. Lewis recommends reading two old books for every new one. New books are great--it's great to read reactions to contemporary life; it's great to be part of the contemporary literary conversation. But, it isn't good to reduce the literary conversation to what is new. It's good to read old books, too. (This isn't to say that you can only buy old used books--there are always a ton of new ones for sale, too.)

Credit: This idea came out of a conversation with Hopkins after her epic Epiphany party, which I am proud to say I shut down just under 24 hours after it began. Some of the ideas in it are straight up hers. Especially the part about it being a stigma to give used books as gifts unless they're first editions or signed. But probably the rest of it, too. The mostly unrelated rant about water bottles is mine. The other thing that really annoys me is making so many unnecessary things out of recycled paper as if it doesn't matter what we consume, as long as we nod our heads to the environmentalist movement.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Break In

A week or so ago I discovered that my car had been broken into over night. Since I'm traveling for a month, there was a good bit of luggage in my car.

It was almost elegantly done--just a small window, perfectly smashed. My glove compartment and cds were laying on the passenger side floor, with just one record of work done to my car sitting on the seat. They stopped rummaging through the glove compartment when they reached the St. Christopher medal at the bottom that Hopkins left there. The Gideon Bible that she also left was splayed open on the floor.

It was hard to tell if they went through the trunk. I think that they did. It was in a slight disarray. I think they got my grandma's pearl necklace (utterly un-reportable in dollar amounts). But they missed some other jewelry (including a piece from my great-grandmother) that I'd thankfully shoved in my shoe. Things were a bit disheveled back there, but it could have just been from my own frantic packing, and I can't quite remember what I packed and what I didn't. But the idea that someone just ruffled through my stuff because they wanted to, showing off their power to take as much or as little as they liked, is incredibly upsetting!

The gas cap (which opens from inside the car) was open. Why in the world?

A woman stopped to sympathize while I was taping up the window (the last time I was taping up a window, it was in Waco). She said this area has had 60 break-ins recently. She said that they've just been taking small change. I can't really understand the urge to take small change.

The man who fixed the glass was wonderful (reinforcing my deep and abiding love of mechanics--I know, I know: he wasn't exactly a mechanic, but he was a person who fixes cars). I peppered him with questions while he worked: Probably it was my out of state plates that made the thief think he could pick up a GPS. They broke the small window because it was the easiest one to break. The rubber is harder to bend to fit into the window in the cold. He even vacuumed up the broken glass.

The fact that my car was broken into makes me feel vulnerable, like it could happen at any time, never entirely safe. It annoys me with its inconvenience (I spent the afternoon on the phone with the police, my insurance company, various glass companies, and my bank.) It also surprises me, in a way, that it doesn't happen more often--it wasn't too hard for someone to vandalize my property (not that he really got anything out of it).

Monday, January 9, 2012

Iris

Iris is just about the saddest film ever--I cried through at least half of the movie. The film juxtaposes the novelist and philosopher Iris Murdoch's youth and young love (when she's played by Kate Winslet) with her husband's care for her when she's battling Alzheimer's at the end of her life (when she's played by Judi Dench).

Iris Murdoch is portrayed as a willful, feisty woman who John Bayley, the man she later marries, adores so much that he sticks with her throughout her fairly free love. She keeps him on his toes both in her youth and in her old age, when she sometimes forgetfully wanders off.

It is incredibly sad to see a woman who loves words and ideas and loving as much as Iris Murdoch does lose her memory and her ability to speak and remember and recognize people. It is painful to see John Bayley's pain at the way that Iris changes, but beautiful to see the way that he continues to care for her. John sees the persistence of her personality in the midst of the erosion of her memory.

I thought that the portrayal of Alzheimer's was pretty good, although at times it was a little too overt, harping on each stage of the progression of the disease, rather than subtly letting it unfold. Of course, the film had to squeeze a lot of changes into a relatively short time.


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Sunday, January 8, 2012

Quartet in Autumn

Quartet in Autumn is one of Barbara Pym's later novels, a bit more sober than her earlier ones. The novel revolves around four colleagues who are all close to retirement age and single.

Edwin, Norman, Letty and Marcia are all more or less alone. The novel explores their relationships with each other and with others. It's awkward and sad. They are each fairly strange.

This is only the second of Pym's novels that I've read (after Excellent Women), but each time I'm reading Pym, I have the urge to read her into one of the characters. She reminds me here of Letty, of whom she writes: "She had always been an unashamed reader of novels, but if she hoped to find one which reflected her own sort of life she had come to realise that the position of an unmarried, unattached, ageing woman is of no interest whatever to the writer of modern fiction." Of course, in this novel, Pym attempts to write about precisely that sort of life. Pym writes un-nostalgically; she doesn't try to romanticize the single aging woman. Rather, she sarcastically and ironically writes it in all of it's happiness and unhappiness.

The whole novel I spent waiting for something to happen. Things do happen: there's death and insanity, but mostly there's life--often ordinary and simple and boring life. The lesson that Pym presents at the end is the constant existence of the possibility for change. This is a real lesson for the aging quartet--surprises happen and one can make unexpected choices.


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Saturday, January 7, 2012

The God of Small Things

I told a friend from India that I've been reading Jhumpa Lahiri and he recommended The God of Small Things, which was written about the Syrian Orthodox community in southwest India, called Kerala, where he's from. The Syrian Orthodox community traces their founding to seven original families who were converted by St. Thomas, the apostle.

What a wonderful recommendation! The God of Small Things is Arundhati Roy's Booker Prize winning first book. It couldn't be more different from Lahiri's writing, which is spare and plain. Roy writes in the tradition of magical realism. Her writing is fantastical and playful--she writes from the perspective of a child who is learning English as a second language, playing with words and capitalization from a child's perspective. This results in extremely poetic, Gerard Manly Hopkins-esque writing. For instance:

"Past floating yellow limes in brine that needed prodding from time to time (or else islands of black fungus formed like frilled mushrooms in a clear soup)."

Honestly, I was entirely unfamiliar with magical realism outside of its Latin American incarnation (moving up to the U.S. in books like Bless Me, Ultima). The God of Small Things is a lot like One Hundred Years of Solitude--both describe multiple generations of a big, important family. Both deal with incest.

The God of Small Things is about twins who have one soul--Rahel, our narrator, and Estha, her brother. It is about the violation of what Roy calls the laws of love: there is a sexual relationship between a touchable and an untouchable, there is a man forcing a boy into a sexual relationship, and, at the end of the novel, there is incest between the twins.

While Tocqueville announces the movement of the world from aristocracy to democracy, Roy traces, in an aristocratic society, the violent backlash of fear and anxiety against the movement toward democracy. Roy writes:

"The twins were too young to know that these were only history's henchmen. Sent to square the books and collect the dues from those who broke its laws. Impelled by feelings that were primal yet paradoxically wholly impersonal. Feelings of contempt born of inchoate, unacknowledged fear--civilization's fear of nature, man's fear of women, power's fear of powerlessness."

This is the theme of the book--power's fear of powerlessness. It is this fear that is unleashed in the society when an untouchable man sleeps with a touchable woman. It is this fear that is expressed by men beating their wives, which Roy writes about. It is this fear that is expressed in the capitalist fear of Marxism, which Roy also brings up.

Christianity is not, in this novel, an alternative to the caste system; rather, Roy shows how Christianity in India syncretized with the existing caste system. Interestingly, it's television that finally brings some democratic equality to the community, but it's democracy and equality in a globalized, mediocrity-inducing sense.


(picture, picture)

Friday, January 6, 2012

Twelfth Morning; Or What You Will













Twelfth Morning; Or What You Will

by Elizabeth Bishop

Like a first coat of whitewash when it’s wet,
the thin gray mist lets everything show through:
the black boy Balthazár, a fence, a horse,
a foundered house,

—cement and rafters sticking from a dune.
(The Company passes off these white but shopworn
dunes as lawns.) “Shipwreck,” we say; perhaps
this is a housewreck.

The sea’s off somewhere, doing nothing. Listen.
An expelled breath. And faint, faint, faint
(or are you hearing things), the sandpipers’
heart-broken cries.

The fence, three-strand, barbed-wire, all pure rust,
three dotted lines, comes forward hopefully
across the lots; thinks better of it; turns
a sort of corner…

Don’t ask the big white horse, Are you supposed
to be inside the fence or out? He’s still
asleep. Even awake, he probably
remains in doubt.

He’s bigger than the house. The force of
personality, or is perspective dozing?
A pewter-colored horse, an ancient mixture,
tin, lead, and silver,

he gleams a little. But a gallon can
approaching on the head of Balthazár
keeps flashing that the world’s a pearl, and I,
I am

its highlight! You can hear the water now,
inside, slap-slapping. Balthazár is singing.
"Today’s my Anniversary," he sings,
"the Day of Kings."


Not only is this poem appropriate, since it's Epiphany, but it is also fascinating to me after becoming more familiar with Elizabeth Bishop's interest in painting. From the first lines, "Like a first coat of whitewash when it’s wet, / the thin gray mist lets everything show through," I am reminded of painting. In her prose reflections on a Brazilian poet she admired, Gregorio Valdes (several of whose paintings were exhibited in New York recently), she writes about how he, too, lets the background show through,

"That day we bought one of the few pictures he had on hand--a still life of Key West fruits such as a coconut, a mango, sapodillos, a watermelon, and a sugar apple, all stiffly arranged against a blue background. In this picture the paint had cracked slightly, and examining it I discovered one eccentricity of Gregorio's painting. The blue background extended all the way to the tabletop and where the paint had cracked the blue showed through the fruit. Apparently he had felt that since the wall was back of the fruit he should paint it there, before he could go on and paint the fruit in front of it."
Certain of Bishop's pictures similarly work with the foregrounding of odd plants and trees that allow, in yet another way, the background to show through:


The rest of the poem plays with perspective. The barbed-wire fence "comes forward hopefully." The horse (is he inside the fence or outside of it?) is bigger than the house. Balthazar, the boy in the poem, named after one of the three kings, is the highlight of the world's pearl.

Here Bishop is wonderful--she's highlighting something that you don't expect to be highlighted--a little boy with a gallon can of water on his head. How appropriate to pick the Feast of Epiphany to do it! On the one hand, Epiphany celebrates the arrival of the three kings, and the little boy starkly contrasts with a king. On the other hand, Epiphany is also about the welcoming of the Gentiles to worship Christ. It celebrates the inclusion of others into God's plan. In this sense, it is the perfect day to focus on the little boy with a gallon can of water on his head.


(picture, pictures)

San Francisco.2 (New Year's Eve)


The rest of the afternoon we spend wandering around San Francisco, before meeting Hopkins for church and dinner. It was wonderful to see Hopkins in her natural environment.


And what a wonderful natural environment! I was amazed by all of the clothes hanging out the windows in Chinatown.


Wandering and taking pictures is my favorite way to get a feel for a city. And boy, did we get a feel for San Francisco--particularly for the ubiquitous hills. I felt those hills in my calves and shins for days.


A hummingbird just came out of nowhere when I was taking pictures! But I saw it later sitting on a branch of a bush. I didn't think that they were supposed to be able to sit down.


The weather was lovely--absolutely clear and sunny, with blue, blue water. It was strange though--when you're in the sun, you're warm; when you're in the shade, you're a little cool; when you're walking up a hill, you're absolutely hot. It was sort of dizzying.


The architecture was delightful--there were bay windows everywhere, curving in and out in rhythms along the streets (reminding me of the constant up and down of the streets).


We managed to stay in San Francisco until the midnight New Year's fireworks, which was no small feat, considering that that's 3 a.m. East Coast time.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

San Francisco


We started our visit to San Francisco at the Legion of Honor museum, which is a lovely art museum on a hill with great views of the San Francisco bay.


The museum had an interesting exhibit of Camille Pissarro's work, called "Pissarro's People," connecting his art to his anarchist political positions. Actually, I was thinking that the Front Porch Republic people might really like him--the exhibit emphasized the way that he drew laborers (often agricultural laborers) in order to emphasize the dignity of their work. He compared their work in the fields to his work painting. In a series of pictures smuggled out of France, he drew the threats of capitalism. In his paintings toward the end of his life, he painted a heaven-like utopia of people working in golden fields.


After the Legion of Honor, we drove down into the city.


I can safely say that in the day we spent in San Francisco, I smelled exponentially more pot than I've smelled in the rest of my life combined (and I've spent time in Amsterdam!). (Early in the day, I said, "What's that smell? It smells sort of like a skunk." Pot.)


Lemon bars.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Nevada City


What I was most surprised about in California was how old things were. These pictures are from another city that we visited, Nevada City. Nevada City was founded during the California Gold Rush in the 1850s, and it is adorable!




The houses are little and they remind me of gingerbread houses--very ornately decorated.


The place is bursting with little gift stores and various sorts of shops.


And it's all set against a lovely backdrop of pine tree-covered hills (not pictured).


This last picture I just snuck in--it's the cool art deco movie theater from yet another town that we visited, Grass Valley.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

A Random Assortment


~ Fear the vest! (On Rick Santorum's sweater vest) (via Francisco)

~ Some TSE inspired listening via Terry Teachout. Because we all know that I would jump off a bridge if TSE told me to.

~ This article challenges ethical reasons for not eating meat (which I'm pretty wary of). It also contains a fascinating fact:

"Mice are far more sentient than we thought. They sing complex, personalised love songs to each other that get more complex over time."

~ Hopkins sent me this article. I was super confused why at first (the title is, "The Book of Books: What Literature Owes the Bible," not really something that you need to convince me about). And then I saw the name of the author. And then I found it far more interesting, although incredibly choppy (let's blame that on the editor). Especially Robinson's argument that Christianity parallels literary realism:

"Moments of the highest import pass among people who are so marginal that conventional history would not have noticed them: aliens, the enslaved, people themselves utterly unaware that their lives would have consequence. The great assumption of literary realism is that ordinary lives are invested with a kind of significance that justifies, or requires, its endless iterations of the commonplace, including, of course, crimes and passions and defeats, however minor these might seem in the world’s eyes. This assumption is by no means inevitable. Most cultures have written about demigods and kings and heroes. Whatever the deeper reasons for the realist fascination with the ordinary, it is generous even when it is cruel, simply in the fact of looking as directly as it can at people as they are and insisting that insensitivity or banality matters. The Old Testament prophets did this, too."


(picture--I had some of these chocolates in California, and they were amazing)

Truckee


One of our stops was in the old railroad town (and now, lovely mountain resort town) of Truckee, about a half an hour from Lake Tahoe.


Everyone there was complaining about the lack of snow. There was no snow at all when I visited, and I guess there are usually multiple feet of snow by New Year's in the California mountains (there are many ski resorts in the area).


Above: the C.B. White house, not to be confused with the E.B. White house (I was).