I stumbled through Friday, just thinking about when I could get home, into my sweatpants and bed and never leave. Then I remembered--mass. We remarkably all made it, tired though we were.
I love the litany of the saints--and "For all the saints," especially the line, "We feebly struggle; they in glory shine." Relatable, to use my least favorite word.
Grandma left us a gorgeous centerpiece. Eating at out table now feels like a wedding.
Last night I slept and slept and slept. (I woke up for a moment to help the kids in the morning and then continued to sleep.)
In the afternoon we voted--preceded by some political family discussion. In a way, it's hard for me to vote for a woman who puts abortion access as a front-point of her campaign. On the other hand, I believe that a support for life means a support for all lives and for life at all its stages. And that includes the lives and safety of undocumented people and of people who are at risk in their countries of origin. And of mothers--I know a pro-life mother personally who was denied the care she needed after a miscarriage due to these terribly written and implemented anti-abortion laws.
Plus, I think that she won't attack the Constitution in the way that he has done and has promised to continue to do.
Finally, my conservatism says that the past can carry wisdom--that social practices and norms and habits and traditions can carry wisdom. We have to probe and question them, but starting with some deference. He prides himself in overthrowing norms in ways that are vulgar.
There is my political manifesto.
So we voted. Then we stopped for chocolates and to browse at an antique shop. Q couldn't finish his chocolate, so I thought he was getting sick. We walked to the football game, which was SO GOOD. Then home--indeed, Q is in bed with a fever.
Right now I'm listening to Blaze bang happily on the piano, and it's like my childhood dream fulfilled. And I'm thankful for EMDR and for a body that has barely gone into emergency mode today (maybe for five minutes while we were in the voting line around too many people).